Things are changing. Everything. Not even one in this world is constant. ----- I don't exactly know how I would react to this fact... Because for one, change could be good; it could bring improvements, developments and growth. But just what if, change would actually make your life harder?  How would you respond to it?

I don't know. I have no idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't even say if the way I feel at the moment will be the same 10 years from now, or 5 years, or months or days even. In just a blink of an eye, things change. Just like anybody else, I need assurance... of how my life would be in the coming years.... I have good intentions in my life, but what matters is every single decision I make everyday in my life.. because I may have good intentions yet if i do bad decisions as early as today, my future can suffer.....

I don't know why Im feeling  this right now.....but I just wanna cry... I'm looking for answers that is already answered. How did I end up feeling like this? All I wanted is a smooth simple life, serving God and doing well in school.... How did I end up with a life so complicated? Is it only I that complicates it? 

Sad..